5 posts tagged “happy”

Ok so i have been really busy of late...with a bunch of stuff i HAD to do and some stuff that got me away form that i haven't had a chance to get back into what i love to do. BLOGGG and web design!! ^_^ Well now that everythign has calmed down i can now go back to that stuff. I mean my Grandma Lynch is here for the rest of the week. But all in all thingds are back to normal...^_^ Remember Skwibble Skwabble? That one podcast Zack and i tried? I THINK i posted about it...but anyway. I gave up because of how imature he was about it he didn't give a CRAP about it sooo yah... i am currently designing a Wordpress blog for it along wiht hopefully getting a domain. It is goign to be for podcasts/tech&internet news/ reviews and maybe some ofther stuff...not sure what all just yet. The design tha ti drew up is TOTALYY ausome...but i don't know if i can do it...so i might have to ask for help >.< lol  But HOPEFULLY If it all pans out i will have it all setup sometime before Christmas....thats a long ways away but it gives me ALOT of leigh way time...^_^ Which is GREAT! I also will probley be going to a "real" high school enphisis on the "" lol >< It should be cool i will tell more about it later. Zack and i are still together it will be a year come next Sunday the 19th we were apart for about a week or so because we kept yellign at one another to much....but things are back to normal i guess...im happy with him...but im not so sure he is with me anymore....he said we would talk about it to night....so we will see.... So yah...there is a bit of an update ^_^ I will trya nd do it at least once a day. You can check out my Plurk (HERE) to!! ^_^ I use it ALOTT Soo yah... Much love <3333333 Kayty

I hate this day.....i do...really....but what ever i got the BIGGEST SMILE! When i logged onto vox today Cory Roberts drew this  !!!!      BE JEALOUS!!!!!!!! <333 Made v-day a good day!! hehhee

I need to do todays VIDEO OF THE DAY!! Once again is Alice Nine (fan girl scream) It's "The Sexiest Of Alice Nine:Get Low"

22 seconds = pure sex....no joke lookie and u will see Saga doing yummy things...

GARGLE! I am so tired....>.< HEY the picture is of my sleepin...gee i think Cory reads my blog....>.< i sleep WAYYYYYYYYYYY to much...u think so? yah me to..

OOHHHYAHHZ i started watchign Death Note today im on numba 4 so far i likes it im watchin it with eng subs!!!! yayyayayayyayayayyaya anime+music= love for eva!

Well ima go watch m or edeath note then off to bed.. <33333333333333333 muchlove to teh hommies I MEAN IT WATCH THE VIDEO!

So i was almost done posting when my mm asks me to go make bread real fast. No prob. Well i come back my PC had shut off and deleated all my cookies...so now i have to RE POST T_T GOD FRIKIN DARN IT! ok well lets start over again.

So i was goign to break up with Zack....cuz i had it with all his shit..but when i was about to say it, it hit me that even the shit i hate about him makes me love him even more. So i gave him one last chance to help me make things better with me because even though i accept/love that stuff it still hurts. So we agreed on one last chance to compromise with everything.  Last night b4 we hung up i said i wasent the angel ( He had called me an angel a few min b4) you are. All of a sudden he kinda made that gasps of pain that i get alot, along with about to cry. He said that he was no angel that he was far form it because of everythign he has done to me. I told him that everyday he saves me...frm my self. He saves me from doing things and my own head. I was going to cut yet another star into my right leg but then i thought about him, so i stoped laid back on my bed cluched Mr. Bunny to me adn cried for a good 30 min. I said some other things adn said " So baby... you ARE the angel. Not me." He calls me an angel with no reason at all just that i am. Well that ( to me) means i am not one. But to ME he is one because fo what he does for me. But anyway....

I finished Cobwebs and started the book Maybe...well i like books that show real pain in life... it's kinda hard to find that really. Well when i was reading this book it shows how life really is in the bear. It's about a boy named Brain whos brother died. His parents move to a new place near the ocean in Cali because Brain had lived there his entire life but also lost his brother there his parents thought it was time to move. Well he gets to school and is a total boy with the whole sex thing well he also gets into a drama club ect it's kinda about the pain/loss/love of life. I highly recommend it!

Well i think thats about it for now. So i will probly try and post later on tonight!! <33 love ya

Kayty

So here is my first post on Vox. I used to have a Vox....i was a best tester for the original..T_T but for soemreason i cant log in so i made a new one. Vox got me blogging bigtime. I have used SOOO meany different types of blogs but i guess you can never forget your past. ^_^ lol So i guess since this is my first post i will put a bit about me then make a second post about my horribal day....WOW great way to kick off a new blog right? lol ANYWAY... im not so good at introdouctions or about me's. How can you make an about me about your self when you arn't even sure who YOU are? So i guess you see my problem in this so i will name random things about me...you will read it and we will all feel better about our selfs now wount we?

So my name is Kayty...short for Kaytlyn. My dad says i was named agter some cartoon carr bwecause he loved taht cartoon. My mom says it's because they both loved the name and because it ment Pure in Celtic....so what ever. Yes my parents are still together but there are times when i wish they really wern't it might actully make my life better. But in the long run im glad they are still together. I never was a geek i was a sport's person who loved beign out side evereymoment of everyday. But i starded geting on mor eadn more playign Unreal T 04 and from there slowly stoped goign out side....lol not that im complaining. I love my coumputer and internet acess >.< lol I am homeschooled i have been since the 4th grade i am surrently a Freshman ( 9th grader) and have only a few friends that live in the same state as me. I have friends all over the world and i have the letters and packages to prove it. lol My boyfriend and the guy i am promised to lived in Oragen i live in Indiana. Thats about 2,124 miles apart thats just how far from Capital to Capital..and like any other online relantion ship we go though alot of hell form not beign to see one another all the time. But i guess shit happens right? Gotta make do with what you have for now. I was a cutter a bad one until one night i was upset pretty badly and cut once it wasn't enough so i did it again and i couldnt get the bleeding to stop for 10 min to i had to get help. I said i was never going to cut myself again unless it was a scarfactaion. Well  this last week has played hell on me. Tonight through me over the edg so i did it again i had been thinking and almost yerning to do it again for a while well i cut back open the scar shachpaed like a heart and yah...so i guess that makes mea cutter again? Im not sure. But in the long run i don't really care. Back to the about me......i love music i live for music. If it wasn't for music i don't think i would be here today. I mean that 100% no second thoughts no nothing music is my first and top most love. My mom is no joke here scared to take my music away. She takes EVERYTHIGN and i mean EVERYTHIGN away from me but my music. Because she doesn't know how i will act after a few days with out it. I don't have a fav band i have a fav band of the week though! lol i find soo much  new music and i just listin to it over and over again. I listin to ALOT of forgin  stuff to mainly German and Asian ( all types form there) i also watch ALOT of anime like crazy alot. One of my FAV ones though is Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann it just cam out this year and it TOTTALY underground but I LOVE IT. What els tosay...i do alot of Photography adn graphic design and i CAN do myspace div overlay layouts their just not my fav thing to do. I used to paly soccer...but we didnt have the money to put me back in and so they just never did so yah....soccer if my fav sport toplay my fav sports to watch are Hockey,Rugby and Soccer and SOMETIMES American football mainly the superbowel though GO COLTS FOR 07!! YAY lol ^_^ Well i guess thats enough about me...i WILL keep up on this blog...i have to i cant keep this boodled up anymore....even though most of it wont make any sense to all of you i just need to get it off my chest...

Love ya
Kayty