2 posts tagged “busy”
Ok so i have been really busy of late...with a bunch of stuff i HAD to do and some stuff that got me away form that i haven't had a chance to get back into what i love to do. BLOGGG and web design!! ^_^ Well now that everythign has calmed down i can now go back to that stuff. I mean my Grandma Lynch is here for the rest of the week. But all in all thingds are back to normal...^_^ Remember Skwibble Skwabble? That one podcast Zack and i tried? I THINK i posted about it...but anyway. I gave up because of how imature he was about it he didn't give a CRAP about it sooo yah... i am currently designing a Wordpress blog for it along wiht hopefully getting a domain. It is goign to be for podcasts/tech&internet news/ reviews and maybe some ofther stuff...not sure what all just yet. The design tha ti drew up is TOTALYY ausome...but i don't know if i can do it...so i might have to ask for help >.< lol But HOPEFULLY If it all pans out i will have it all setup sometime before Christmas....thats a long ways away but it gives me ALOT of leigh way time...^_^ Which is GREAT! I also will probley be going to a "real" high school enphisis on the "" lol >< It should be cool i will tell more about it later. Zack and i are still together it will be a year come next Sunday the 19th we were apart for about a week or so because we kept yellign at one another to much....but things are back to normal i guess...im happy with him...but im not so sure he is with me anymore....he said we would talk about it to night....so we will see.... So yah...there is a bit of an update ^_^ I will trya nd do it at least once a day. You can check out my Plurk (HERE) to!! ^_^ I use it ALOTT Soo yah... Much love <3333333 Kayty
Well my dad has been shuting off the internet b4 i can post so i haven't been able to. B8ut here is the recap of last night and today.
LAST NIGHT
Well i call Zack after my parents go to bed. So he jacks off. Yes i will put that here. He did it so that i "couldn't here" but i knew that was what he was doign cuz i knew he was watcign porn. What a loser right? Well anyway so he gets down adn im reading ignoring him. Well he says MAYBE 2 things to me i know hes done because he staets this but he still says like nothing to me os i go back to reading because i had laied back down in the dark well we sit there for over an hour in siliance. Well he decides cuz he "fell asleep" that he was goign to go...i was feelign depressed anyway but that just topped it off i wanted to TALK to him i wanted to hear him tell me he loved me more but i make no fuss and let him go to bed. Well i hang up the phone and ball my eyes out for a few....like HARD i haven't cried that hard in a LONG time. Well i guess the phone issed the reciver by a few inches and so he heard..i HONESTLY didn't mean for him to hear but anyway. So i remove te phone from nmy bed put it on the table and work in photoshop for a few. Then go to bed.
THE MORNING
Well last night he said he was goign to call in the morning well ok np i'll pick up...i didn't hear it ring and my mom didnt click that it was Zack because of the time. Well she woke me up almost an hour after he called because she was going out for the day with her friend Kate so i relize OMFG ZACK! I look and sure enough he had called i call back in a panic hopeing he is still there he is and he says he heard. I was like what he kept saying i heard it alst night. Well i cry alot when the 2 of us hang up the phone because i just wish he could be with me so badly...ect. Well finialy he tells me what and he sounded so ..sad...well that makes me cry again and he started talking about if he made me feel that bad taht maybe he should leave so tat in the end i would be happier. Well crying and shit happened and he dicided to stay and things kinda perked up after about an hour he asks me if i want him to stay home from school after dicussing it i say yes. He asks him mom so that was a no go. But what ever he promised me no matter what he would call he didn't BTW i call him and FAIL. But what ever. My day in general....after hanging up the phoen for some reason i felt very happy so i did my chores played with my dogs ate and read over 300 pages in my book in less than 5 hours! Thatsa like doign really good for me along with dancing around like a fuckin moron! lol Then mom came home and iw as talkign to Adam on myspace we decided that we were going to hang out we did after we were done eating we chilled with my annoying fucking bro for a bit then Adam and i sat in a place where he would leave us alone and we talked for a while kinda huddled together talking about everything. Then after a while we kissed and hugged and said good night. That was that.. then i called Zack cus he hadent called me and thats where we are now. We talked for 2 hours he is eateign i am calling him back in a few min. So yah.......oh and David was talking about well here.....
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From: David
Date: Jan 11, 2008 6:42 PM
I'll be waiting babe lol
s it wrong for me to ignore my girlfriend because I have feelings for someone else...?
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So i tell him ok ( old convo we always say babe and baby i do it with Ryan/Kevin/Zack/David and Blaine and those people only.) and I don't know because i didn't know what to say he has been having girl problems for the past few weeks and well he just got this girl like 2 days ago and broke up with her. Well so i begg him to tell me who it is he wont tell me he wont tell me so i keep thinking it's e or it's heather again. Well it's not heather because i got it out of him he said it was me. I wish kinda that i could go out with him. he lived 4 hours away. He has a job he has the same interests as me or is willing to learn or just accept them as they are Zack's not like that. But i love zack SOOOOOO much but i don't know what about him he has Dona also and i dont know......but i now i want to stay with him because i think i TRULY love him.....but i just go though times more frequent here in the past week that he just loves me as a friend not like i love him...but what ever. I am going to call him and go to bed. Good ngit hall i love yalll!!
