3 posts tagged “adam”
idk wuy i did that....other than I SAW ADAM TODAY!!!!!!! He moved out the DAY b4 graduation well....so i havent seen him since about 4 months b4 that...wellllll today that changed!! He was back to get alot of his stuff and soo i got to hang out with him! WOOT!!! Other than the fact tha tgewneth was not leaving us alone it was ok. ^_^ He looks yummier though....hehehehe
BUT ANYWAY!!!! I walked almost 8 miles today!! The reason it didn't make 8 or more if because Leigh (Gwenegths mom) Went out to get us so she kinda saved us about 2 miles away from home. I guess she came over to tlak to mom and dad told her we had to walk into town to get my parents some ciggretts a while ago. (The reason we had to walk is because the car takes a code so that it will start it is there until we pay off the car payment well...there was noone there today that knew how to give us the code...so our car is useless until monday...) so leigh i guess went to get us. She went clean into town lol she had paeed us while we were at a gas station about 4 or 5 miles from home. So she didnt get us until we headed back. It was SUPA hot to...but i wasent bout to have mom do it herself. So it's coolio. OOOHH yah and check this out...zack did this. we were playing Yu-gi-oh together (no onot the online version i will post a blog on Mint Freak about how we did it) and he had been going on and on how i would never beet him tha the was da masta and tha ti wount beet him and all that shit look at this.
Well my dad has been shuting off the internet b4 i can post so i haven't been able to. B8ut here is the recap of last night and today.
LAST NIGHT
Well i call Zack after my parents go to bed. So he jacks off. Yes i will put that here. He did it so that i "couldn't here" but i knew that was what he was doign cuz i knew he was watcign porn. What a loser right? Well anyway so he gets down adn im reading ignoring him. Well he says MAYBE 2 things to me i know hes done because he staets this but he still says like nothing to me os i go back to reading because i had laied back down in the dark well we sit there for over an hour in siliance. Well he decides cuz he "fell asleep" that he was goign to go...i was feelign depressed anyway but that just topped it off i wanted to TALK to him i wanted to hear him tell me he loved me more but i make no fuss and let him go to bed. Well i hang up the phone and ball my eyes out for a few....like HARD i haven't cried that hard in a LONG time. Well i guess the phone issed the reciver by a few inches and so he heard..i HONESTLY didn't mean for him to hear but anyway. So i remove te phone from nmy bed put it on the table and work in photoshop for a few. Then go to bed.
THE MORNING
Well last night he said he was goign to call in the morning well ok np i'll pick up...i didn't hear it ring and my mom didnt click that it was Zack because of the time. Well she woke me up almost an hour after he called because she was going out for the day with her friend Kate so i relize OMFG ZACK! I look and sure enough he had called i call back in a panic hopeing he is still there he is and he says he heard. I was like what he kept saying i heard it alst night. Well i cry alot when the 2 of us hang up the phone because i just wish he could be with me so badly...ect. Well finialy he tells me what and he sounded so ..sad...well that makes me cry again and he started talking about if he made me feel that bad taht maybe he should leave so tat in the end i would be happier. Well crying and shit happened and he dicided to stay and things kinda perked up after about an hour he asks me if i want him to stay home from school after dicussing it i say yes. He asks him mom so that was a no go. But what ever he promised me no matter what he would call he didn't BTW i call him and FAIL. But what ever. My day in general....after hanging up the phoen for some reason i felt very happy so i did my chores played with my dogs ate and read over 300 pages in my book in less than 5 hours! Thatsa like doign really good for me along with dancing around like a fuckin moron! lol Then mom came home and iw as talkign to Adam on myspace we decided that we were going to hang out we did after we were done eating we chilled with my annoying fucking bro for a bit then Adam and i sat in a place where he would leave us alone and we talked for a while kinda huddled together talking about everything. Then after a while we kissed and hugged and said good night. That was that.. then i called Zack cus he hadent called me and thats where we are now. We talked for 2 hours he is eateign i am calling him back in a few min. So yah.......oh and David was talking about well here.....
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: David
Date: Jan 11, 2008 6:42 PM
I'll be waiting babe lol
s it wrong for me to ignore my girlfriend because I have feelings for someone else...?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
So i tell him ok ( old convo we always say babe and baby i do it with Ryan/Kevin/Zack/David and Blaine and those people only.) and I don't know because i didn't know what to say he has been having girl problems for the past few weeks and well he just got this girl like 2 days ago and broke up with her. Well so i begg him to tell me who it is he wont tell me he wont tell me so i keep thinking it's e or it's heather again. Well it's not heather because i got it out of him he said it was me. I wish kinda that i could go out with him. he lived 4 hours away. He has a job he has the same interests as me or is willing to learn or just accept them as they are Zack's not like that. But i love zack SOOOOOO much but i don't know what about him he has Dona also and i dont know......but i now i want to stay with him because i think i TRULY love him.....but i just go though times more frequent here in the past week that he just loves me as a friend not like i love him...but what ever. I am going to call him and go to bed. Good ngit hall i love yalll!!
Welll i didn't know what to name it!! I just ran into a damn 404 error! lol ^_^
Well today went ok i guess....last night i talked to Zack until LATE LATE i am loving staying up late with him again. We/ well I had fun we made everything better even if only for a bit. I went to sleep right after we hung up. That happens only when i feel sorta at peace. Then i woke up feeling really bad because my family and i went to big lots and walked around for like ever then Adam and i walked around for like ever. ( Let me finish about today and i will tell about last night with Adam) Woke up was forced to start cleaning my room....euck.....from there i did that until i started making the banner for my blog. I think it looks pretty damn good. I mean yah some spots are kinda bad but everyone that has seen it loves it to death. ^_^ I started to feel really bad after noon though. But it's all good. I called Zack and got happy. Then he went to eat and i went and asked my dad if i could have a folder on his server so that i cudl work on a layout for my webpage that i want. So i am working on that!!!!!! Now i am talking to him!
Now about last night with Adam. Well he comes over at like 7pm and we start walking towards the drive in theater behind my house where we always go. They are tearing it down so a bunch of the walls were out but everything was still "safe" to walk in side and such well we walked around there for a bit and he pushed me on the merry go round for a bit we talked. I asked him if he was easily freaked out of anything and he said no so i took him back to the woods there not very big you can see each side because of the lights that show through it's like 5 acars total. Well we were talkin and walkin and we find this BIG BIG tree that was cut down du to the fact the they are pulling that all apart well i " Leap frog" on to the top of the log and Adam SORTA follows we sit there for a while i lean on him a bit he leans on me we mainly just sit there in siliance enjoying the night. We talk a bit more. I give him a crybaby. It's a REALLY REALLY sour gum he was trying to read the wrapper so i took it from him and stuck it in his mouth. He FREAKED he was liek SOUR IT'S SOUR! ^_^ I could tell he wanted to wrap his arms around me like he used to cus i would feel his move adn then maybe see his fingers out of the corner of my eye. I wish he would have held it would have been really nice. Then i turned around and faced him and we talked he started to get horny and me to ten he played with my boobs for a second then he kissed me after a few seconds i broke it though. OMG i took his PSP and wanted to see what time it was and i was trying to turn it on...i was holding it upside down....T_T lol but ANYWAY i cam home told Zack about everything and he was cool with it...but anyway...i got grounded to limited everything because i was out until 9 and it was DARK DARK and i didnt tell her...oh well... OH YAH i still have his bennie he i took it off his head WITH PERMISSION! and i tried to take it backbut he wasn't home so i still haz it ima take a picha and put it onn here it's a kick ass bennie.
Well ima go talk to Zack. I love yallll
Kayty
