The seventh season of "American Idol" premieres tonight. Will you be watching, or are you over it?
Over it? I was never init i watched it if it was the only thing on. Even then i would usually shut it off it's sooo old and now totally dumb. Very few have any good talent. I would rather watch Britians Got Talent!
What do you do with the cards and letters you receive? Do you keep them all, just keep the photos, throw them away?
Inspired by jacolily.
Depends i have cards/letters from Ireland and Virginia. I have packages form 4 or 5 different placed that i keep the frount part with the address. Because i like it. But like just like the random x-mas, birthday,easter i usually though away du to the fact that they always say the something but if i really like a card of something i will keep it. ^_^ Letters 100% grantee that i will keep To
So i was almost done posting when my mm asks me to go make bread real fast. No prob. Well i come back my PC had shut off and deleated all my cookies...so now i have to RE POST T_T GOD FRIKIN DARN IT! ok well lets start over again.
So i was goign to break up with Zack....cuz i had it with all his shit..but when i was about to say it, it hit me that even the shit i hate about him makes me love him even more. So i gave him one last chance to help me make things better with me because even though i accept/love that stuff it still hurts. So we agreed on one last chance to compromise with everything. Last night b4 we hung up i said i wasent the angel ( He had called me an angel a few min b4) you are. All of a sudden he kinda made that gasps of pain that i get alot, along with about to cry. He said that he was no angel that he was far form it because of everythign he has done to me. I told him that everyday he saves me...frm my self. He saves me from doing things and my own head. I was going to cut yet another star into my right leg but then i thought about him, so i stoped laid back on my bed cluched Mr. Bunny to me adn cried for a good 30 min. I said some other things adn said " So baby... you ARE the angel. Not me." He calls me an angel with no reason at all just that i am. Well that ( to me) means i am not one. But to ME he is one because fo what he does for me. But anyway....
I finished Cobwebs and started the book Maybe...well i like books that show real pain in life... it's kinda hard to find that really. Well when i was reading this book it shows how life really is in the bear. It's about a boy named Brain whos brother died. His parents move to a new place near the ocean in Cali because Brain had lived there his entire life but also lost his brother there his parents thought it was time to move. Well he gets to school and is a total boy with the whole sex thing well he also gets into a drama club ect it's kinda about the pain/loss/love of life. I highly recommend it!
Well i think thats about it for now. So i will probly try and post later on tonight!! <33 love ya
Kayty
Well my dad has been shuting off the internet b4 i can post so i haven't been able to. B8ut here is the recap of last night and today.
LAST NIGHT
Well i call Zack after my parents go to bed. So he jacks off. Yes i will put that here. He did it so that i "couldn't here" but i knew that was what he was doign cuz i knew he was watcign porn. What a loser right? Well anyway so he gets down adn im reading ignoring him. Well he says MAYBE 2 things to me i know hes done because he staets this but he still says like nothing to me os i go back to reading because i had laied back down in the dark well we sit there for over an hour in siliance. Well he decides cuz he "fell asleep" that he was goign to go...i was feelign depressed anyway but that just topped it off i wanted to TALK to him i wanted to hear him tell me he loved me more but i make no fuss and let him go to bed. Well i hang up the phone and ball my eyes out for a few....like HARD i haven't cried that hard in a LONG time. Well i guess the phone issed the reciver by a few inches and so he heard..i HONESTLY didn't mean for him to hear but anyway. So i remove te phone from nmy bed put it on the table and work in photoshop for a few. Then go to bed.
THE MORNING
Well last night he said he was goign to call in the morning well ok np i'll pick up...i didn't hear it ring and my mom didnt click that it was Zack because of the time. Well she woke me up almost an hour after he called because she was going out for the day with her friend Kate so i relize OMFG ZACK! I look and sure enough he had called i call back in a panic hopeing he is still there he is and he says he heard. I was like what he kept saying i heard it alst night. Well i cry alot when the 2 of us hang up the phone because i just wish he could be with me so badly...ect. Well finialy he tells me what and he sounded so ..sad...well that makes me cry again and he started talking about if he made me feel that bad taht maybe he should leave so tat in the end i would be happier. Well crying and shit happened and he dicided to stay and things kinda perked up after about an hour he asks me if i want him to stay home from school after dicussing it i say yes. He asks him mom so that was a no go. But what ever he promised me no matter what he would call he didn't BTW i call him and FAIL. But what ever. My day in general....after hanging up the phoen for some reason i felt very happy so i did my chores played with my dogs ate and read over 300 pages in my book in less than 5 hours! Thatsa like doign really good for me along with dancing around like a fuckin moron! lol Then mom came home and iw as talkign to Adam on myspace we decided that we were going to hang out we did after we were done eating we chilled with my annoying fucking bro for a bit then Adam and i sat in a place where he would leave us alone and we talked for a while kinda huddled together talking about everything. Then after a while we kissed and hugged and said good night. That was that.. then i called Zack cus he hadent called me and thats where we are now. We talked for 2 hours he is eateign i am calling him back in a few min. So yah.......oh and David was talking about well here.....
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From: David
Date: Jan 11, 2008 6:42 PM
I'll be waiting babe lol
s it wrong for me to ignore my girlfriend because I have feelings for someone else...?
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So i tell him ok ( old convo we always say babe and baby i do it with Ryan/Kevin/Zack/David and Blaine and those people only.) and I don't know because i didn't know what to say he has been having girl problems for the past few weeks and well he just got this girl like 2 days ago and broke up with her. Well so i begg him to tell me who it is he wont tell me he wont tell me so i keep thinking it's e or it's heather again. Well it's not heather because i got it out of him he said it was me. I wish kinda that i could go out with him. he lived 4 hours away. He has a job he has the same interests as me or is willing to learn or just accept them as they are Zack's not like that. But i love zack SOOOOOO much but i don't know what about him he has Dona also and i dont know......but i now i want to stay with him because i think i TRULY love him.....but i just go though times more frequent here in the past week that he just loves me as a friend not like i love him...but what ever. I am going to call him and go to bed. Good ngit hall i love yalll!!
Do you have an unusual talent that you are ridiculously proud of? If so, what is it, and why the smug look on your face?
Submitted by mo.
Well i have 2!! ^_^ I can do ALL KINDS of stuff with my feet open doors pick things up and MUCH MORE but i also love the face that i can tie cherry stems into knots with my toung!! ^_^
Stayed up late then had a bunch todo to day. I got up and went to grandma's for her birthday ( Witch is also Elvis death day) but not until we did a few tins around the house andwent shopping for her give ( my mom is useless to shopping b4 hand) then we go over there get cloths ( She has 2 closets filled with things maybe worn 2 3 times so we get all kinds of stuff every couple of months when she goes thorugh some of it. ^_^ I get some of the cutest things ever from her!! ^_^ But anyway. We did all the birthday stuff and ate some yums yums fought with my om over cloths and made my entire family laugh at us! umm...we cam home and ate pizza with my dad...then i signed onto MSN and talked to Blaine he lives in Ireland he was my friend internet boyfriend we are still really close though his dad lived here in america but he has never met him so his mum is making him meet him this year so his mum said that when he gets here after he sees his dad he can see me to b4 he leaves the states. YAY!! I'm soooo happy about that because he is one of my really close friends. Then yah....io call Zack and we talked until he went to eat adn play Wow again and umm....i played on Digg and Pownce for a bit and umm....yah i really didnt have all that of an intresting day i mean it was just a normal day for me i guess.......less sadness though witch i guess is good. I am thinking about starting a podcast for weird news form around the world. Maybe i can get Zack in on it if i can that would be great!!!!! ^_^ lol just need to find a really good hosting site for it. But it has to be teh freeness. Now i guess that is my day...nothign really intresting i guess... ^_^ So yah i will post more tomorrow!!
Love yallllll Kayty
What are you saving up for?
Submitted by Star.
Well alot of things. But now the thing on my mind that i WANT more than anything is a bus ticket.
Welll i didn't know what to name it!! I just ran into a damn 404 error! lol ^_^
Well today went ok i guess....last night i talked to Zack until LATE LATE i am loving staying up late with him again. We/ well I had fun we made everything better even if only for a bit. I went to sleep right after we hung up. That happens only when i feel sorta at peace. Then i woke up feeling really bad because my family and i went to big lots and walked around for like ever then Adam and i walked around for like ever. ( Let me finish about today and i will tell about last night with Adam) Woke up was forced to start cleaning my room....euck.....from there i did that until i started making the banner for my blog. I think it looks pretty damn good. I mean yah some spots are kinda bad but everyone that has seen it loves it to death. ^_^ I started to feel really bad after noon though. But it's all good. I called Zack and got happy. Then he went to eat and i went and asked my dad if i could have a folder on his server so that i cudl work on a layout for my webpage that i want. So i am working on that!!!!!! Now i am talking to him!
Now about last night with Adam. Well he comes over at like 7pm and we start walking towards the drive in theater behind my house where we always go. They are tearing it down so a bunch of the walls were out but everything was still "safe" to walk in side and such well we walked around there for a bit and he pushed me on the merry go round for a bit we talked. I asked him if he was easily freaked out of anything and he said no so i took him back to the woods there not very big you can see each side because of the lights that show through it's like 5 acars total. Well we were talkin and walkin and we find this BIG BIG tree that was cut down du to the fact the they are pulling that all apart well i " Leap frog" on to the top of the log and Adam SORTA follows we sit there for a while i lean on him a bit he leans on me we mainly just sit there in siliance enjoying the night. We talk a bit more. I give him a crybaby. It's a REALLY REALLY sour gum he was trying to read the wrapper so i took it from him and stuck it in his mouth. He FREAKED he was liek SOUR IT'S SOUR! ^_^ I could tell he wanted to wrap his arms around me like he used to cus i would feel his move adn then maybe see his fingers out of the corner of my eye. I wish he would have held it would have been really nice. Then i turned around and faced him and we talked he started to get horny and me to ten he played with my boobs for a second then he kissed me after a few seconds i broke it though. OMG i took his PSP and wanted to see what time it was and i was trying to turn it on...i was holding it upside down....T_T lol but ANYWAY i cam home told Zack about everything and he was cool with it...but anyway...i got grounded to limited everything because i was out until 9 and it was DARK DARK and i didnt tell her...oh well... OH YAH i still have his bennie he i took it off his head WITH PERMISSION! and i tried to take it backbut he wasn't home so i still haz it ima take a picha and put it onn here it's a kick ass bennie.
Well ima go talk to Zack. I love yallll
Kayty
Well when i started this blog things were bad..but they keep gettign worse....im sure if you read thsi that you will get depressed i mean really...for this i am sorry...but it's just my life. Yesterday afternoon was just like everyother day with Zack perfect then taht night he aksed me if it was ok to kiss other girls then form there asked me if he would date one of his frinds Dona...well the promise rings were suppoesed to mean. ( BY HIS DICERPITION) That we would never be with anyone els. THat it was just us it wasent JUST a promise it WAS the engagment well he asked me that last night. I am soo hurt.....you have no idea i have felt bad before i have felt depressed before but never like this. Well now i have to wait to call him until 10:00 his time because i am being blown off for WoW again. Well ok what ever...well then he lied to me at frineds to tell me he had to go shopping so i had to wait until taht itme to call him to see if he was back. I picked taht lie clean through until he could do nothing but admit that he was going to be playing wow. well we fought about it and wat not hung up..i feel even worse then Dona added me to myspace.....yay...i used to LOVE talkign to her because she is a really funny girl...not anymore....she can go die...i dont want anything to do with her but i had to add her for some reason...i dont like this......but what ever im going to call Zack and feel worse than i do now but i cant help it.....night love yall
What won't you miss about 2007?
Submitted by uncagedbird.
I don't really know....nothing because nothin has changed...it's just a new number to put on papers and to see around the net.
